Lost love
And I don’t blame you
You were great, you should be proud
What I was going through it’s insane that you could put me down
Ex’es that I’ve ruined and crushed, would call to see if I’m moving up
When you ain’t even asked me how I’m fucking doing once.
And I hear what you’re saying, close ear to the ground
When I needed you most, you were nowhere to be found
If you really were my girl, you would’ve been supportive
When true love is true love, you shouldn’t have to force it.
Cause I believed in you, my heart fucking bleeds for you
Where the fuck is your presence when I really fucking needed you?
Towards to end, I removed my soul
I am embarrassed you were there to see me lose control
So were you the love of my life or just some stupid ho?
I guess now you’re just somebody that I used to know.
The devil on my shoulder tells me he’s proud of me,
That it takes a real man to look out for himself and no one else.
I don’t want to believe that
But sometimes it’s easier to just stay silent
I wish i knew how to speak out
I’ve never had a problem with words
But only when talking to someone else.
The angel on my should tells me he’s proud of me,
That it takes a real man to live for everyone before himself.
I know i believe it
And it’ll never get easier
But it will always be worth it.
Immortal
Love…doesn’t need a complicated metaphor
And sometimes nothing needs to be said at all
Sometimes a person you with is not your one and only
And you just fuck with them because you afraid to be lonely
And when you come back its too late
So you overcompensate
Like victims of rape
Full of self hate
Lost in the affection to strangers around you
Instead of the only person that ever gave a fuck about you
Thought you were happy so you didn’t come check me
But then when he cheated or treated you incorrectly
You conveniently realized you could never forget me
And tried to crawl back in my life unexpectedly
These are my indictments
Of those who claim to be righteous
And leave a trail of broken hearts on their way to enlightment
But I cant give into hatred or pass judgment
Even towards every illusion I’ve been in love with
‘cause the heart that betrays itself willingly
Is like a nation that trades freedom for stability
Its so seductive to be cold and corrupted and isolated and try to be an independent republic
But liberty to be loved on the surface is worthless
The sacrifice of revolution with no purpose
Take it from a criminal searching for his redemption
Cursing at God desperately trying to get his attention
hahaha i watched this episode tonight!
We’ve been brought here for a reason
Be it fate, or internal treason
Souls will be saved, Our mutiny’s waged
As we plead for something to believe in
